Grumpy, Late, Rushed, Grumpy ... All ways my morning started. Definite bright spots occured --- Funny how those moments keep popping up to try to steer you towards the light. Morning seemed to be on track to get better & even held a little promise of things to come ... And then me, myself was asked a very simple question that I did not answer so well. Now if there is one thing I know how to do it is talk ... So to say I am bothered when my words fail me is an understatement.
Enter another bright spot ... "Come on, Me --- Brighten Up!" So I shake off the negative, invite my hubby to lunch, he agrees and I set off on a couple of errands before we meet. At this point there is no lady like way to describe what comes next ... So please forgive --- I wipe what a think is a random rain drop off of my face and realize that water it is not. I am not sure what the birds have against us ... but really. So, on with the tale .... I have nothing in my car or bag except tissue paper, the kind you wrap with, and hand sanitizer. And so the clean - up begins. The hair is now a greasy mess (and believe it or not NO pony tail holder) and I have a very clean yet "not" clean smell.
Cancel lunch ... Are you kidding? Day proceeds ...
Now how does this day show greatness? Let me explain ...
- Even when I take myself too seriously & fret over each answer - a simple something, like a bird with bad timing, swoops in and takes my mind in a new direction ...
- Even when I show up for lunch not well groomed I can get a chuckle out of the man I adore & cherish ...
- Even when I show up a little out of sorts a girlfriend says, "You look skinny --- hair not so great" but YEA for the skinny ...
- Even when I feel tired, overwhelmed & unsure I realize that today is May 18th ... Big Deal - Not really ... But yesterday was the 17th & I didn't stop and make a note of it ... Healing is a WONDERFUL thing!!!
Your Journey Makes YOU GREAT ... It is as SIMPLE as that!
much love, me
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